aloooone



today i stayed home, all day (besides the drive down from bakersfield at 8am). i got home, and stayed home. living alone was great 2 weeks ago, but now being alone isn't so great. i find that i'm not a motivator. i need people around me. or maybe it's the weather.

the weather has gotten me down today too.



this half way communication with my computer and the outside world filtered thru my computer monitor/keyboard/mouse

takes the day on 4x fast forward. so the day goes forward. and i feel like i'm on pause.



actually i've even lost motivation to write this blog entry.