home late nite from the club



poppa bear aka rozanno and danielle turned 22 and 21 respectively tonite, it was good stuff. congrads, rock bottom was a good venue for a good time....



anyhow. so i was studying with kim today. it's weird, how do you feel when your ex-girlfriend likes someone else...?

i mean, or i'm asking, why is it weird to think that other people can like multiple people? i like a number of girls, or have. yet i can't reason in my head that other people can do the same thing...

i think that i'm happy that she's happy with someone (not that they're together) but i could see that she was infactuated with him. but it's just something that we're kinda taught through growing up that it's not ok.

i don't want her back, i don't want her to not date, yet when i see her giving him more attention than me i'm like, hey, where's my attention, you used to give it to me!



well i consider myself independant and a loner, cause i can deal with stuff like that, but i do have the emotions and can see why other people do rash things and say stuff...



anyhow. that's that,



don't have any rhetorical questions or deep ponderings to discuss.. maybe i'll meet a muse soon, a cute one, who likes house music and computers and fish and anime and waterbeds and mexican food and persian food and doing random things at random hours with random people in random situations....



now i'm just wishing